THEunknowed.

continuation

2007-09-05T02:47:00.000-07:00

sry bout it but it;s easier for me to do it like this

the latest event-sleep over at brens

2007-09-05T02:24:00.000-07:00

i didnt actually sleep over but here's what happened anyways:

yo..long time no c

2007-09-05T02:09:00.000-07:00

long time no c!!!!
><
sry i so long nv write.
to tell you the truth,
i actually forgot that i HAD a blog until just now...
haha..
..
..
................

im bored
theres nth to write so
fr now on
im just gonna post
pic,videos..
that kind of stuff,...
ks?

so cya nxt post
haha
bye

obsession...NOT.

2006-12-22T03:06:00.000-08:00

chalet bbq was funnn=333
=)
hihi
miie gonna get new hp tmr=)
cant wait
but first..
must get thish stupid maths hw finished...
i still got 3 more papers to do...
tt makes about 45 more pgs to do..
sigh...
BUT IM TOO LAZZZYYYY!!!!!>>><<<<
...
...
...
sigh...

strawberrymint
strawberrymint
miie wanna go to strawberrymint...
=D
sigh...
stupid com...
cant function properly..
tv oso...
sigh...
so bored..
bored...
bored...
oh well...
nthing to do..
nthing to write..
sian..
bb=3

last bbq experience...

2006-11-28T22:06:00.000-08:00

wow...look what happened the last time me n my frenz had a bbq
lol
nice isnt it
^_<

NOISE...

2006-11-27T22:58:00.000-08:00

sigh...
ever since the 1st day i move into my house
and tt is like 7 yrs ago...
upstairs always making crap noise
with all the stomping in the middle of the night
and now recently
hammering
AT 2 AM.....

sigh...
so noisey..
cant sleep...
right now their renovating...
so noiseeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
hammering at 2 am till bout 3-4am
then 9am slowly start to do renovating again...
all the way up to bout 6-7 pm...
EXCUSE ME!!!!????
HOW DO U EXPECT ANYBODY TO SLEEP!!!!!!?????

im so annoyed....
oh well...
lets tok bout something else instead...
yeah!!!!!!
gonna hv bbq chalet!!!!!
CANT WAIT!!!!
((>_<))

sigh...
nth to write anymore...
aiya dun wan 2 write any more...

cya
bb X)

stupid teacher.

2006-10-22T04:05:00.000-07:00

stupid teacher...
1st of all i went to training then u nv call out my name to go malaysia trip .
then now u even called me up to ask me y i not going 4 the crap trip.
WHAT CRAP IS THIS!!!???
i dun wanna go!!!><
I DUN WANNA GOOOOO!!!!!!!><
now u come after me oso no use.
i already hv plans 4 the holidae leh.
4get it man.
I HATE AMKSS BADMINTON!!!!!!!!!
i thought it wld be fun.
end up itz a tourture camp.
he says:
now,badminton is ur life.
in a match,its like life&death.
ur racket.treat it like ur husband/wife.
badminton is now no.1
other then ur studies of course.
wow.
tts all i can say
w
o
w
and with a big BIG fullstop

oh gimmi a break!
i juz burst my brain trying to score 4 the crap final yr exams
now u wan me to destroy my body trying to win fame n glory to the sch
WHICH
i totally .

officially .

REGRET

comming to.

oh crap.
dun bother liao.
its pointless.
dwelling on regrets
nvm
nvm
nvm
ok
i shall not think about it
no more
november's the mth were i get to meet my pals fr pri sch again
i cannot allow the chalet thingy to fail.
must make it a happy happy occasion
or else nxt yr too busy cannot c each other again...
sigh...
i wish time would freeze n turn bak to pri 6
it be so nice..
to play or day
without any worries
without any scoldings..
fr teachers
or fr parents.
haha
...
...
...
ok!
i'll go plan out the chalet thingy now
cya.

ps:yz,happie now?
i write le hor..=p

IDIOTIC FREAK!!!

2006-09-22T06:16:00.000-07:00

I HATE MELISA I HATE MELISA I HATE MELISA.fullstop

no more.no less.

well actually u cld say tt i WILL hate her EVEN MORE...

when the right time comes.

ahahahhaahhahahaah

[church ppl(note i didnt use the word fren')]

here's the story

been bullied by her since p3

didnt cared

a week ago

though tt peace had decended

then she got hold of my hp

4 some programme

i didnt go 4 church lesson 4 this whole year

cause this year change le

dun liek

so i every week pon

dun care

now she mag ma

i got irritated of course

but not tt nth serious

the ystd

HELL came upon the ONCE oh so peaceful planet

she kept bugging me non stop

o told her this:

cld u pls stop msging me cause my wrist hurts n i wan it to b ok b4 my bnt training starts

[my wrist injury side effect

(i think-or mayb itz juz worn out again)

now cause my both hands to suffer...]

den she got OFFENDED!!!???

i mean

a normal person wld juz stop msging

or say ok

but she said:

im sry if i'd upset u.tts the last ting i wan.if i'd done so .pls forgive me...(blahblahblah)

n i said:

juz dun msg me

then she kept saying srysrysry

like siao

cldnt stand it anymore

my BOTH wrists were really hurting alot

the pain-i cldnt stand anymore

so i told her stopstopstop n said:

i juz wanna rest

(blahblahblah)

then she ok

n said get well better[sumting like tt-cant rmb wat crap she wrote]

cldnt even stand the slght of her name in my hp.

then she go complain to captain(leader)

leader SCOLDED me

when she DIDNT EVEN NOE the whole true situation

i shld hv known

same age fight with the same age

same age BELIEVE in same age

same age SIDE with same age

dun care about the TRUE FACTS

well i got news 4 u

u wanna ruin my life

ur gonne hv to go through my very own HELL TREATMENT

i'll make sure u REGRETTED EVER BEING BORN.

100% GRANTEE

u hvnt seen the worse side of me yet

say i didnt treat u with respect

well 4 ur information

i ALREADY DID

i already gave u some face

by NOT

SCOLDING THE HELL OUTTA U

U FREAKING IDIOT FREAK

wait.

tts too linien

wat i really mean is:

GET THE HELL OUTTA MY LIFE U

U ASSHOLE BITCH!!!

GO TO HELL!!!

GO N DIE!!!

JERK!!!

FREAK!!!

WEIRDO!!!

u noe...

i realised tt i dont really noe any gd bad words for this kind of thing

cant blame myself

i nv hated a person in my whole entire life until now

lol

cant believe it right?

n if u're saying tt i hate the chinese teacher of p6f 2005

then ur wrong

i dun hate her

i dislike her...

okokok

so bak to IDIOT melisa

[when using her name,

MUST hv the word idiot infront ,

WITH caps.]

wanna deleat her contact

den dun wan

so i noe when she msg

den i can dont reply her

haha.

happy liao

after toking to liy n ben

feeling SO much more better

THANKS U GUYS!!!

i noe i can always count on my pir sch fren

especially p6f 2005 ppl

nv sec sch or any whr else

except sec sch a few lah bout 7

lemme name

bren

pam

nat

Zarifah

mahirah

deb

janette

yea

tts all

no more

no less

oh btw

yz=pri sch fren

when i say sec sch

i mean my class sec sch

hahah

im toking crap...

sian arh..

wanna eat

u c

so late le

i still hvnt eat

so hungry now

i go eat le

but anyway 1st i introduce u to a great webpg

go check it out

itz fun

u'll love it in the end.

http://i.euniverse.com/funpages/cms_content/6489/a-maze-ing_new_cursor3.swf

CYA!!!=)

777...OMG>>>>

2006-09-11T01:58:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!
pe lesson today...
played bmt...
free games...
again...
stupid ling...
nxt week then he come bak..
sian arh...
anyways...
4 of us played doubles...
i damn happy lor today...
after holidae i refreashed liao..
hurray...
lol
...
now im juz being LAME!!!...
lol
any ways...
yea..
bmt...
pam smashed me..
smashed...
xt...
nat...
janette..
...
...
...
yea...
juz about it..
and i think she smashed me 7 times!!!
then juz b4 the free games arh...
we had to do warm ups...
running..
again..
2 rounds...
end up...
my timing....
7.07mins...
im i jinxed by the no.7!!!???
then i chased the pam all round the sch once.
so tiring lor...
shldnt hv done it..
anyways...deb helped me get bak at pam...
THANK YOU DEBORAH!!!!!
hope u're reading this...lol
anyways if u r den help me taggg...
then i again ganna smashed...
but this time by another person..
guess huu???
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MAHIRAH!!!!!

OMG MUCH!!!

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anyways...
then at class...
deb knew bout the escape thingy..
so did vic...
then they kept teasing me bout it...
aiya..
dun wanna tok bout it anymore..
omgomgomg...
i 4got tt deb wld go c liyy blog...
then liyy got put the pic lorrr...
crap lah...
stupid yz...
she HAD to take tt photo...
i juz knew SOMETHING was up she skipping out on a ride...
when she took bout 3 or 4 thimes of the water log[wet&wild]
and NOT take the 360 degree...

naught yz!!!!!!!!
lol[jkjkjk]
like i said..today SUPER HIGH!!!!!...
dun care wat i said...
in this entry...im all WRITING CRAPPPP!!!!!!=]
sian arh..
okokok...
i REAL:LY dun wanna tok bout this any more...
siansiansian...
today the oral wah...
i 2nd last person...
so scarry.....
omgomgomg..
waiting in tt rm 4 bout 1h45mins[2.30-4.15pm]
so scarry lor...
u cld juz feel the tension in the rm...
omg..
then i reading tt time arh...
i was so damn nervous then i ganna tougue tied..
AIYA>>>
or else surely can get higher marks one lor...
then the conversation
they ask about....
erm...
miss tan wanted me to tell her a situation
where by i had to wait 4 a VERY LONG LONG time........................
n..
er...
another situation whereby iI made ppl wait 4 me...
n er...
er...
err...
ah!..
why older ppl tend to b more patient...
OMG
MORE PATIENT!!!????
I SO DONT THINK SO!!!!
my granda ALWAYS SOOOOOSOOOOSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
IMPATIENT ONE LOR!!!!!
NO way he's ever gonna b PATIENT[!!!????????????????]
sian arh...
dun wanna blog le...
so sad msn now cant get in ...
sian arh,....
mi go watch TV lah....
buhbyes...=)

PICTURES!!! of the past-kcpps P5-6faith

2006-09-05T02:58:00.000-07:00

P6FAITH 2005 ROX 4EVA~!

2006-09-01T02:37:00.000-07:00

FUNFUNFUN
FUNFUNFUN
I PON TRAINING!!!
SO FUNFUNFUN
GOING BAK TO PRI SCH SURE WAS
FUNFUNFUN
FUNFUNFUN
FUNFUNFUN
ALMOST THE WHOLE CLASS CAME BAK TO KCPPS
SO FUN~!~!~!
I MISS THOSE DAYS!!!
MS THIANG MSTHIANG!!!
IZ SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO NICE TO C U AGAIN!!!

those hu came to c ms thiang are:
girls:
me!
liy
yz
hy
des
ellice
jane
jixin
christine
li ying
lynn
wern li
susan
joleen
janice
shauna
xia ping
boys:
rot
qh
vic
ben
benj
pat
don
jet
al
wil
james

^^
imma so HAPPY!!!
><

later we:
liy
yz
des
hy
ellice
jixin
wern li
ben
vic
qh
roy
pat
don
alvin

went to j8
couldnt find a place to settle down to munch so we took take aways and sat around the traverlator in the basement but soon got chased away by the stupid security guard
so then ltr some of them came to my hse n played bball
5girls vs 3boys
we got trashed..
sad
lol
but it was fun though
i really missed those days when i was a p6ser
itz SO fun
i wish time would reverse itself and freeze the time zone...
how nice would tt be...

anyways....
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P6FAITH 2005 ROX 4EVA!!!

and tts the truth

bb

wow...

2006-08-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

like i said,-wow.fullstop.
i didnt think anyone of my frenz would actually noe ANYTHING about my blog.
no one tagged...
i realli didnt think tt anyone would bored to read all my crap and depression.
if i were to read all those 'complains'+'depressions',
i MYSELF would go sian lor...
i didnt noe untill today
when i actually found out tt one of my fren,chia[for short-too lazy to type haha.]
asked me y i didnt go update this blog 4 so long.
well chia,
to tell you the truth,
I actually FORGOT about it.
Hahhahahhaha
REALLY
no kidding
well any ways
i guess I should update it huh
ok
yesterday,
at bmt training
erm…
wait
b4 bmt training
Iiwent 4 maths consultation
which was a total embarrassment to me
for I hv NEVER in my WHOLE live until now,
get into any ‘remidia’ for maths[no offense to those in it…]
there I was,
sitting in the front row
nxt to deb
miss tay gave us 2 pieces of maths ws which was so easy[no offence again]
i finished it within 5 mins
tt I could still copy out my eng compo corrections/drath
which needed to b handed up nxt mon
INFRONT of her
but what I couldn’t understand was
y didn’t she scold me or anything???
i mean
A teacher
sees a student
doing sumting other then the work she gave
INFRONT of her
n NOT scold her or ANYTHING
yet she actually PRAISED me…………[indirectly]
………………………………
………………………………
………………………………
………………………………
i SO got nothing to say.
fullstop.final.
at least she doing somthing better[or sumthing like tt]
to deb cause she was cross-the-classroom-talking

after maths consult,
bren kindly waited for me to go to the bmt training at yishun 2gether
training starts at 2.30 but math consult oso start at the same time n ended at 3.30
1hr
so i was 1.5hr late
half hr travelling
bren is in the recreational team so she didnt need to do the thing assigned by ms quek
i did
sad rite?
i realised yst tt i really didnt like bmt
i dunno y
maybe i suck at it
maybe it no fun
i mean
i dont hv the mental concentration in bmt
i dont feel the enthusiasm in it
mayb it because im not with my best pals anymore
i missed them so much since we all separated fr pri sch
we used to play bmt at recess every day
n after the psle
everyday was heven
bmt,
card game,
truth or dare,
cball,
trashing the class
,sabo-ing each other,
every day is recess
wow
TT my fren to me is heven
juz as long tt im with my frenz n ms t.
i miss the good old days
i find tt now
my life realli sinks
rot.
smells.
so anyways
bak to the subj.
bmt is a kind of sport
u nid alot of enthusisam to play weel in them
i dun hv em
to me
im sort of in a 'remidia' part of bmt
whr the coach dont always concentrate on me
oni when it my turn to do the stuff..
i always get scolded my her
for not doing it rite
getting confused with the different activities
i noe itz been 8 mths now
but i got a realli bad memory
and my chinese suck[they usually tok chinese in bmt training]
so i cant realli understand what she's saying
+
not to mention
im being hated among all of the team mates
n we re support to b TEAM MATES
they hate me cause im bad at bmt
with all my weak shots
weak serves
bad aimings
i always get left out
and bmt news always comes late
and im pratically the one hu always noes it the last.
one time they even FORGET to tell me
hai wo wake up so early in the morning after a long tiring come hm late training
think there was a test for running.
i was so exhausted.
in the 1st place i didnt asked to b in the team
amanda was suppose to be in it but she didnt wanted to
so she quit
then ms quek juz HAD to choose me
i didnt expect tt
all of us didnt
i was expecting some one like karen instead
clara s out of the q
cause the others oso dun like her
dun ask
to tell you the truth
at tt moment
i was about 10%happy
200%sad,confused,OMG
so here i am
doing bmt
letting IT run MY life
mon-pe-tuition
tue-bmt
wed-bmt[physical]-piano
thu-bmt
fri-tuition-bmt
its owassy bmt this
bmt tt
im not like pam
crazy over sumthing
im not the kind of person hu can be so enthusisatis about out going stuff
although i used to
dunno what changed my mind
now
im juz
tv
tv
tv
musik
musik
musik
sleep
sleep
sleep
no more
tt
im already enough satified
anyways
at bmt training
i was doing at my own pace cause everybody else had finished
except me n gwen
when i finished
i got misunderstandedly scolded by ms quek
when she c me sitting down to rest when i JUZ finish all the foot work
as fast as i could
and then taking my well-deservered rest
then
me n gwen did multiples.
lifting
lifting
lifting
hers was pratically perfect
mine was like shit
no comments on tt
i kept saying sry to her
i gave the kind of sry,paisei look to her every time i said it
like it was natural reaction
which is
but to her
she though i was laughing
i so TOTALLY was NOT
she evern told me in tt aditude
'you dont said sorry to me.said sorry to yourself.'
i was shocked
appauld.
simply wanted to bash something up[maybe her...]
i mean
i dun hv time to pratice
i dun hv time to brush up my aiming
once my focus runs out
once i hv no will
no reason to continuing
i dun care amymore
my knee cant take it
my body isnt what it use to be in pri sch
my physical condition depends on my mood for the whole entire day
infact sometime
the whole week
it play a crucial part in my training
plus
i juz came back fr brain storming my hw
1st
they make me work my mind
straight away nxt
they make me work my body
this is going out of hand
this is absurd
i cant stand it anymore
i hate bmt
i hate ccas
i hate amkss
i HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!
well
the footwork n stroking was the worst part
after tt is the running
wnsidering tt i use to be a runner in pri sch
but then i oni jogged
i couldnt careless anymore
end up i still reserved quite an amount of energy left
mum didnt come fetch me
dad is overseas
mum diabeties is getting near the final stage
she's on the vurge of death soon
im real worried
in hope she gets better soon
life would be to guide me
at time of need
she didnt noe whr the place was
let alone how to go there
so i took the mrt to bishan fr yishun
pam lives in yishun
so she brought mt to the mrt station
b4 tt
ank bubble tea n had a nice chat
which really cool me down alot
itz nice to hv a chat once in a while with frenz
she told me about her horrible maid
hu blams everything on her n her brother
when she messes up
what a terrible person
anyways
i fell in love with the ice lemon tea flavoured bubble tea
it was SOSOSOOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOOSOSOOS NICE!!!!!
ahh...
after tt
i when to bishan
met mum
n guess what?
she oso bought me bubble tea
hahahha
what a conicident
oh
n i suspect this has sumthing to do with me finally passing my chinese.
im so happy about it.
ok
so tt was ysterday
now for today

today
chinese test
easy
i love janette for lending me her electronic dictionary
i could write all the chimchim words tt i could nv remember
and my story
i copied it fr the eng version of vangoths story of frendship
translated to chinese by mee
haha
pam wrote the same thing
but i hope the teacher suspect tt we copied each other
we most certainly DID NOT
maths test
was hard
i got lots of wrong
dere goes my chance of getting out of maths consultation the short cut way
oni specially for me
caus ethe last test i fail was totally because of my carelessness
TOTALLY carelessness
i guess i didnt understand because
maybe i was over confident
even though i tried not to
but 'it' some how got through me
sad
sad
sad
today
suddenly no bmt training
im SOSOSOSOSOOSOSOS HAPPYYYYYYY!!!
like SIAOOOO!!!!!>>><<<
omg
omg
omg
hu cares
my day of rest is wasted n ms chows going away
WAHHHHH
nxt mon is the last day we're gonna c her ever again
n hv tt stupid soft spoken teacher hus method of teacher sucks
n is sosososoosso borring
unlike our miss chow
i like miss chow
she's pratically like ms t.
>>><<<
i miss ms t.>>><<<
sigh
we're gonna get the geo result fr her this mon
cant wait
oh NO!!!
wrist is hurtting now
was my left wrist 1st
but i hurt my right wrist while trying to protect my left wrist
so now both still hvnt fully recover
n the right one is starting to hurt real badly
i gotta stop
i cant fell it no more
bb
tell u more the nxt time if i get a chance.
cya

injured soul

2006-08-12T07:32:00.000-07:00

eh...haha..i've got nothing better to do n i got nothing better to write either...haha..lol..rof...but anyways..writing crap bets doin' nothing eh?SO...i'll juz tell u what recently happened...
...
or the past?
...
ok.
so i broken my wrist.and guess what?
it was my left.my south paw-NOT my right
when im a right hander.
and to top it all of,
i didnt noe how i broke it.

tt day,
i came back hm fr badminton training on a fri night
played my com
chat a little
den
my wrist juz started to hurt
and this incident happened on the 10 of JULY.
had to skip training for 2 whole weeks =_=
got a big cast...
damn irritating..
so bulky...
makes me feel so stupid looking...=_=
i even had to DANCE in it...
u can juz imagine how like..
dancing in a cast...
...
...
...
even now it still hurts a little when i do certain stuff...
i still cant lift heavy things too
n not to mention,
on helping my left wrist to recover fast by only using my right wrist/hand whatever..
i think i oso broke it a little.
despite tt(arm in cast) i still hv to BATHE with only ONE miserable hand...
u can juzt imagine how hrad it is to crub ur back or hair......

i NEVER wanna go through tt again.

ok. then after this,

now,

im dead sick.

bad flu.

bad throat.

cant breathe.

but still hv to go 4 training...

haha...

this is my life.

tough as ever.

sometimes i wish i had never sign up 4 badminton

but then again,
i wouldnt know which cca to join in the end.
i wouldnt wanna goo 4 band or quire(dunno how to spell...-ya noe...the singing one?)
or worst still uniform group
(though ncc air seem interesting
but i DEFINATELY
HATE
marching around
and
those AWFUL long boring ceremonies-
i wouldnt survive it.im already pratically dying in badminton training.)
with the preasure of the teacher n 'team members'
they held a photo taking section recently
but they kept post poning it
i think about like FOUR times already
f the excuse was
BECAUSE THE PHOTOGRAPHER BAILED ON US.
can u believe tt?
so last fri
when i suddenly got sick
they FINALLY had the stupid photo taking in sch.
but i didnt go
n now
they wanna have another one on nxt tue.
sigh
i really dont like badminton.
itz so tiring
i mean
4 times a week
mon-pe
tue-badminton training
wed-physical training(part of badminton)
thu-badminton training
fri-multiples(ALSO part of badminton)
C?
is so tiring
my body is giving out on me
my left wrist is screaming
my right back bone is yelling
my throat if killing
and
my nose is running
...[no comments on tt.]
even my knees are stinging.
...
but then again...
if i was so busy with badminton,
i wouldnt noe wat to do when i get hm
i would juz keep watching tv all day long
4get about hw
n grow as fat as a pig
failing every napfa each year
unlike now,
gold gold gold
haha
but i wished tt my sch had a more exciting club
like maybe...
tennis?
archery?
rifel?
shooting?
n i wished they had more exciting moves for the cheerleading club.
i mean i juz saw them in action last sunday and they really dont amaze me at all
though i cant do any of them..
haha..
arhhh..!
i got nothing more to write...
so i'll juz leave it here for now ok?
cya.
till nxt time
when im free...
n tt ll be like...
dunno when.

ps:i actually totally forgot about updating my blog.ehehe..sry.

holiday craze...

2006-06-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

haha
hate holiday...
15 going taiwan...
so hot..
crap...
so much hw...
still hvnt finish...
cant find nice sites tt give free mp3 music...
and i really mean free...
TOTALLY free...
i wanna find the songs:
.myhappyending.
.take me away.
~ and ~
.over it.
haha...
if any one has it...
pls pass it to me...
thanks...
alot...
buhbye...
later.

welcome to my life...

2006-06-02T05:25:00.000-07:00

hiee!
i finally got my ipod!!!
yesterday!
AWWW MAN!!!
i never new it was so GREAT to have an ipod.!!!
i wish i had gotten it sooner!!!(>.<)
man!CRAP!
i hvnt finish my hw!!!
damn carp lah!!!
sigh...
nxt week camp...
i dun wanna go lea
...
damn it
oh yea...
yesterday i had a BBQ at my hse with my old sch frenz
den we cook the food until chao tarh
haha
itz was either uncook or over cooked
hahahhaahhahahahahahahahahahahh..
damn it.
we had marshmellow...
chicken...50 to be exact..haha
satay...
prawns...
watermellon...
fish...
beef...
corn...
and sweet potatoes....
haha..
den ltr...when i was washing the stuff...etc..
i accidentally cut my finger untill like crap lorh...
now so numd...
im ACTUALLY typing this with 1 hand lor...
crapcrapcrap.
damn pain...
arh...
dun wanna type already...
bb

videos!!!(^_^)

2006-05-30T08:16:00.000-07:00

tsubasa chronicles ep.1(nice)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0XjBsiU_go

~

chobits OVA(funny)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHZBmcDCKys

~

strawberry panic opening song(haha)

http://www.youtube.com/results?search=strawberry+panic&search_type=search_videos

~

mahou sensei negima(FUNNY!!!HAHAHAHA!!!)

http://www.youtube.com/results?search=mahou+sensei+negima&search_type=search_videos
~

okie...buhbye....
haha.
enjoy...
haha.

Boo Hoo...

2006-05-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

me1>>elloo...
hope u all hv a nice holiday...(haha)
me2>>haha.as if...it like crap lah!
no nice aime to watch...
itz really ALMOST like hell lorh...
me1>>haha...so then how ur holiday so far...?
watcha doeee???
me2>>well...the cruel teacher gave us TONES of hm..
n...
since i hv a BBQ party to celebrate our birthdaysss(all 4 of us)
N...
to go to camp nxt week 4 physical training
NNN...
hv a TRIP to TAIWAN<<>>
so i hv to finish that pile of hmwork(which is about 15cm tall)
(NNN i dont mean those BKS.i mean PAPERS!!!!!)
so i hv to finish them by...
... ... ...
... ... ...
... ... ...
...tmr....(=_='""")

me1>>haha *lucky* euu!!!ahhahahahahahahahahahhahaha...
me2>>YEA.>>>VERY FUNNY>>>...
me1>>oh! btw. wats ur result???
me2>>erm...itz ok.......i guess.............
me1>>SOOOO...???
me2>>eng-B4
maths-A2
chinese-C6
science-A2
geo-A2
hist-A2
lit-A2
Hecon-A1
P.E.-A
music-A1
art-A1
me1>>Ooooo...so...???wat position did u get???
me2>>haha.i can gar-ren-ty euu tt i got a bad one.tts 4 sure...
me1>>SO???
me2>>class-10/39
level-21/199
me2>>C!!!bad rite!??
me1>>haha.nc(no comments)
me2>>[]
me2>>aiya! dun wanna type liao...
bb.
me1>>haha. okie.bb.

1841 songs...

2006-05-24T00:45:00.000-07:00

1841songs...
is tt considered alot...?
or is it just TOO little...
dunno...
(im toking crap...)
now i very bo liao...
exam over...
exercise brain liao...
no hv to exercise body...
sigh...
my exam result-i consider it slightly below average...
eng-dunno

maths-a2(WAY below my expectation(i lost 15 mark due to stupid carelessness))

chinese-b4(improve big time-from fail to b4(^_^))

science-a2(WAY below my expection-juz like maths-lost crappy marks due to all careless mistake...--{WHEN ON EARTH AM I GONNA GET OVER THE
CARELESSNESS!!!???})

history-a2(below my expectation-[crap])

geography-b3(WAY WAY WAY(!) below my expectation-summore the day b4 i study until my brain bursted--the night b4 i oni could thing of geo geo geo n more geo.even when the geo exam was over n the nxt exam is sci i was still thinking of the stupid crappy geo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

lit-a2(below expectation...[crap])

arhh...gtg...[crappy piano lesson-DUN WANNA GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
{life sux}
bb

examz....

2006-05-15T19:39:00.000-07:00

EXAMSSS>>>>>>>i hate them>>>>>>>>>>>>>>(=_=)
POTPOTPOT!!!IM CRAZY OVER POTPOTPOT!!!!!!!!!!!!(>.<)~~~ I NEED P>O>T>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the insanity..................................................................................
boredboredbored>>>>I WANNA MY TTTTTVVVVVV!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME WANNA ME WANNA ME WANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
urh...i very bo liao...dunno wat to write...(againLOL!!!)
dun care...
bb

boo.

2006-05-14T22:28:00.000-07:00

hihi.nth special to write so i'll tell u my wished to be fufilled this year!!!
(not in order)
1. get my ipod my this june holiday b4 tt crappy trip to taiwan
2. write with both right N left hand fluently
3. get a good grade 4 chinese ,english and history (especially CHINESE!!!~hate it...)
4. hope to get in the habit of going training(especially sit-ups to improve 4 nxt year napfa)
5. hope to hv more free time 4 leisure time
6. wanna play tennis(not badminton though badminton is sometimes fun)
7. be pro at at least 1 sport(maybe tennis juz like Echizen Ryoma[i can try rite?lol.])
8. try to get at least 3rd position 4 the sports day long jump
9. lead a happy life filled with joy n laughter with many friends
10. improve eyesight to prevent becoming blind in the near future
11. learn how to speak jap in SENTANCE in daily life toking
12. learn to draw the manga/anime much more perfectly then silcyn
13. hv a better memory then i hv now
14. hv a better life then now juz like p6
15. wanna be a genius juz like lex(my fren) n Fuji Syuusake even though i noe tt he is not real and fr an animation cartoon show but i still can try though
16. get nicer clothes tt more suits me then those(some) tt i already hv
17. be more brave and daring
18. be able to creat my own opportunities n luck
19. beat don(fren) in napfa(try)
20. find true happiness...

hmm...i think tt shld be it...dunno...maybe i sld add more...hmm...i'll do tt the nxt time...
hmmmmmmmmmmmm...
i think i;ll close...im beat after this crappy chinese exam tt imma gonna SO totally fail(=_='")
signing off...bb..

funny thing

2006-05-13T02:47:00.000-07:00

hey everyone(no one)unknowned is back.funny thing.when i posted the last entry,i lost my p/w immediatedly,but now i got it back.but c'mon!lost my p/w IMMEDIATELY after creating this crappy account n posting an entry!?BOY!AM I EVER SO FORGETFUL...arh well hu ares?tts me. cant help it.
well today im felling a little bit better then the last time i wrote.but im still feeling down.dunno y.jus a feeling.cant explain.im toking crap.lol.oh btw,did i tell u how bad im at at my languages?i think i hv...but anyways,if i hvnt then let me warn u 1st...arh...ive got NOTHING to write today.plus my mood isnt in the rite place at all.sry.i'll try to write something interesting nxt time...but the nxt time might be quite a long time later.cause im not really a blogger myself.more or a tv addict.lol.let me add on.anime tv addict.(^_~)i LOVE animaX!!! itz the oni thing tt can help me relax.really no kidding...hmm...i seem to hv told u this b4....oh well...
anyways,one of my fav animation is POT!!!prince of tennis.i SO love it.their en2sim(dunno how to spell) has struck me.even though my sch dun hv a tennis club n im in badmintion cca and badminton n tennis is two TOTALLY different thing.badminton uses more of the wrist while tennis uses more of the arm.the oni thing tt they both hv in common id tt the both nid a racket to play tt the player must hv a good staminor(which i sadly do NOT hv....n am the last in badminton[miserable]).
ARHH!!!gtg sry tell u later.
bb

today,i was born.today,i died

2006-05-07T01:53:00.000-07:00

hi,im known as unknowned...im pratically always all alone.in sch,at hm,n even outside...yesterday was my best day ever.i could cherish it f4ever...b4 my nightmare was born tt is...
i celebrated my last day of being a child yesterday and felt a certain difference in how i behaved n thought.i was much more efficent and full of joy,but now...everything changed for the worst.lemme explain...i had many frenz hu treated me well...but always...i fell tt there is a wall in between us.it continued untill this very day.even though i dont c them anymore.i had no close relationship with any1.whether it is with my cousin or my parents.none.even b4 yesterday but yesterday,i felt something.some sort of happiness that i hv nv felt b4.i was really hapi.happier then hving wat u wan always when ever u wan it.i dont know.its weird...my birthday is always in the middle of the exams.right now.im suppose to b studying right now but who cares...
my dad is overseas right now but he'll be bak tmr.i hv always hv a certain hatred towards my dad.but deep inside,i love him.but some how i got in the habbit of hitting him anytime when i fell like it.he doesnt mind.i didnt tell him the reason.he did ask.but nv got his answer.
my mom.shes into arranging flowers n some other stuff...shes the 'sensitive' one...dont ask y.i dont noe.i had a fight with her juz now.she pestered me to revise my chinese but i refused.i hated chinese.itz my weakest subject of all.i was juz bellow average student till last year.but now...i keep failing.fr the start of the year.which was one of my worst nightmares.but not as bad as this recent one.so,as i said,i didnt study chinese so my mom tested me on my geo cause my chinese n geo exam is on the same crappy day.geo was my most interested subject untill recently when we started studying bout the map which was like SO boring.(=_=')
she tested me n tested me until the boring part came...i couldnt ans all the qs. rite so she became like so...proud sort of reaction.and boasted to me.(=_=''')it was SOSOSO DAMN irritation n childish.i couldnt take it.i accidentally said the word 'shut up'n she flipped.she went into super dupper 'concern'(much) mother mote.i hated it every time.normally,i would put up with this but today she was pestering me about the amount of cash i hv saved in my secret drawer.she even tried to open it!(tai guo fen le ba?)but i resisted.then came the 'shut up' part
immagine,u mom or dad came butting in to ur territory(i mean come on!ur older nw.u wanna hv ur own PRIVATE space all to URSELF only.wats wrong with wanting tt???)ok.then.here come the trouble partically everyone hates.she re-treated me like a 3 year old kid hu s got herself throwing a tendrem.(as if!)while thinking it was sort of like a joke,she tickled me n gave tt cheeky kind of tone saying-whyyy?whats wrongg?.then got my geo tb dog-eared.(i didnt noe until i sat up fr my bed)so when i did,i said-see lah,my geo text folded ready...then she lost it.she stood up, went to the door,and said-u think,if i treated u like tt,how will u feel. and went off...i didnt noe y but i suddenly feel so sad n irritated.!,no.not sad about wat i did.but sad because i dont hv any1 close to me now to tok to,to release my 'depression' n express how i feel.so i,instead,i juz did wat i usually do-lie on my bed,cry all i wan,pretend im a lost soul,misplaced n not 'fitted' in this world.
this time it was different.i remembered one of my fren hu cuts her wrist n hates to go hm.i dont blame her.dont ask y.i suddenly though of cutting my wrist.dunno y either.but the pain came terrifying me.then i suddenly though of stbbing a dagger into my heart.n wondered wat would the expression of my mom when she opens the door a see her own flesh n blood lying on the bed dead...and then...the pain struck me.the horror.the horror.lol.im going nuts.bo zoes...lol.crappy lame me.im such a dork.then i cried.cried.i almost wanted to ,like the song 'welcome to my life',blast the stereo n scream my hearts out.now reflecting on wat i juz wrote n told all u readers out there(doubt there even be up to 2),im pitiful aint i?lol.i think im going insane.i though today being my birthday,everything would change 4 the better but no.never.the devil says.(devil not refering to my mom but the real devil himself-satun)instead the devil made it grow worse.like the insects multiplying.haha.
mum juz suggested to go out 4 dinner at sizzolerswith my cousin hu is same age(1 mth diff.) as me. hmm...i 4got to mention,i hate going out-dunno y.im sort of anti-social(as my parents always say so)but this time,i juz feel nothingness.now she juz came in n say.ni yao chi summo?i say-anything.she says-the chi cake lor.(=_=')in the 1st place.she already noe tt she has cake.then y did she ask if i wanna go out ta eat?
like my pri sch fren say on his msn name-[life's unfair,get use to it.]haha.lol.lemme add on,[life's unfair n backstabbing,full of troubles n sadness.if u wanna GET something,u must 1st GIVE UP something.exp.u wan HAPPINESS,u must 1st experience SADNESS. get use to this life.its un avoidable.so juz hope 4 the best,try to find tt 'prefect' group of pals tt will last 4ever n support n help u through ur trials.if u hvnt found them yet,keep on looking.there's bound to b at least one tt would be UR perfect buddy]im still trying so dont give up hope.but i think i juz might my found them-3 girls

so u noticed tt we all hv a jap name except silcyn which im not sure if it is one or not,those jap names is fr a japanese animation show(a really old one) called prince of tennis which we all hv watched except silcyn.mine is kukumaru.lol.plus they say tt im really like him.amazing huh?lol.the oni diff is tt they are boys n we r girls...lol.
hey,u notice tt now the most popular kind of shows are korean.interesting huh?im not crazy over any of them korean series but my parents n frenz all are.(im crazy over jap anime)my parents even went to the trouble of finding the songs tt were played in the show.now tezuka(old nick)/momo(new nic) is coming to my hse to watch them korean shows as my parents bought almost ALL the korean series.lol.then one of my frenz fr pri sch till now in the same sec sch as me but diff class,gave ma a soft toy as my birthday present tt says-[sa-ra-neh] which mean(juz in case u dont noe,)i love u in korean.whoa...sort of crazy dont u think?the world is going crazy over korean stuff.lol.i guess im juz a misfit.not into them koreans.haha.
lemme tell u something bout my past,last time,in pri sch,since i think p4,i always carried this red B.U.M. bag till last yr(simple but nice) the i had a red spects,was in the red house(sports),had a red pencil box,and even had a red car!now,as my red bad was and still is too small to put all my bks 4 sch,i had to change to a new bag.now orange.then now i juz recieved an orange wallet, an orange decoration and an orange bag....[how weird is tt!?

]lol.life's weird.haha.
[sigh...]i dunno how to make a nice blog...i dunno how to change the background,add music,put links,put buttons,etc...im a begineer...i suck.SOME ONE!!!HELP ME!!!PLEASE!!!

im in need of help...desperately....anyone,pls help me out her will ya?
thanks.

bb gtg cya!