Tuesday, May 30, 2006
tsubasa chronicles ep.1(nice)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0XjBsiU_go
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chobits OVA(funny)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHZBmcDCKys
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strawberry panic opening song(haha)
http://www.youtube.com/results?search=strawberry+panic&search_type=search_videos
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mahou sensei negima(FUNNY!!!HAHAHAHA!!!)
http://www.youtube.com/results?search=mahou+sensei+negima&search_type=search_videos
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okie...buhbye....
haha.
enjoy...
haha.
- it's me.
me1>>elloo...
hope u all hv a nice holiday...(haha)
me2>>haha.as if...it like crap lah!
no nice aime to watch...
itz really ALMOST like hell lorh...
me1>>haha...so then how ur holiday so far...?
watcha doeee???
me2>>well...the cruel teacher gave us TONES of hm..
n...
since i hv a BBQ party to celebrate our birthdaysss(all 4 of us)
N...
to go to camp nxt week 4 physical training
NNN...
hv a TRIP to TAIWAN<<
so i hv to finish that pile of hmwork(which is about 15cm tall)
(NNN i dont mean those BKS.i mean PAPERS!!!!!)
so i hv to finish them by...
... ... ...
... ... ...
... ... ...
...tmr....(=_='""")
me1>>haha *lucky* euu!!!ahhahahahahahahahahahhahaha...
me2>>YEA.>>>VERY FUNNY>>>...
me1>>oh! btw. wats ur result???
me2>>erm...itz ok.......i guess.............
me1>>SOOOO...???
me2>>eng-B4
maths-A2
chinese-C6
science-A2
geo-A2
hist-A2
lit-A2
Hecon-A1
P.E.-A
music-A1
art-A1
me1>>Ooooo...so...???wat position did u get???
me2>>haha.i can gar-ren-ty euu tt i got a bad one.tts 4 sure...
me1>>SO???
me2>>class-10/39
level-21/199
me2>>C!!!bad rite!??
me1>>haha.nc(no comments)
me2>>[
me2>>aiya! dun wanna type liao...
bb.
me1>>haha. okie.bb.
- it's me.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
1841songs...is tt considered alot...?
or is it just TOO little...
dunno...
(im toking crap...)
now i very bo liao...
exam over...
exercise brain liao...
no hv to exercise body...
sigh...
my exam result-i consider it slightly below average...
eng-dunno
maths-a2(WAY below my expectation(i lost 15 mark due to stupid carelessness))
chinese-b4(improve big time-from fail to b4(^_^))
science-a2(WAY below my expection-juz like maths-lost crappy marks due to all careless mistake...--{WHEN ON EARTH AM I GONNA GET OVER THE
CARELESSNESS!!!???})
history-a2(below my expectation-[crap])
geography-b3(WAY WAY WAY(!) below my expectation-summore the day b4 i study until my brain bursted--the night b4 i oni could thing of geo geo geo n more geo.even when the geo exam was over n the nxt exam is sci i was still thinking of the stupid crappy geo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
lit-a2(below expectation...[crap])
arhh...gtg...[crappy piano lesson-DUN WANNA GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
{life sux}
bb
- it's me.
Monday, May 15, 2006
EXAMSSS>>>>>>>i hate them>>>>>>>>>>>>>>(=_=)
POTPOTPOT!!!IM CRAZY OVER POTPOTPOT!!!!!!!!!!!!(>.<)~~~ I NEED P>O>T>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the insanity..................................................................................
boredboredbored>>>>I WANNA MY TTTTTVVVVVV!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME WANNA ME WANNA ME WANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
urh...i very bo liao...dunno wat to write...(againLOL!!!)
dun care...
bb
- it's me.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
hihi.nth special to write so i'll tell u my wished to be fufilled this year!!!(not in order)
1. get my ipod my this june holiday b4 tt crappy trip to taiwan
2. write with both right N left hand fluently
3. get a good grade 4 chinese ,english and history (especially CHINESE!!!~hate it...)
4. hope to get in the habit of going training(especially sit-ups to improve 4 nxt year napfa
5. hope to hv more free time 4 leisure time
6. wanna play tennis(not badminton though badminton is sometimes fun)
7. be pro at at least 1 sport(maybe tennis juz like Echizen Ryoma
8. try to get at least 3rd position 4 the sports day long jump
9. lead a happy life filled with joy n laughter with many friends
10. improve eyesight to prevent becoming blind in the near future
11. learn how to speak jap in SENTANCE in daily life toking
12. learn to draw the manga/anime much more perfectly then silcyn
13. hv a better memory then i hv now
14. hv a better life then now juz like p6
15. wanna be a genius juz like lex(my fren) n Fuji Syuusake even though i noe tt he is not real and fr an animation cartoon show but i still can try though
16. get nicer clothes tt more suits me then those(some) tt i already hv
17. be more brave and daring
18. be able to creat my own opportunities n luck
19. beat don(fren) in napfa(try)
20. find true happiness...
hmm...i think tt shld be it...dunno...maybe i sld add more...hmm...i'll do tt the nxt time...
hmmmmmmmmmmmm...
i think i;ll close...im beat after this crappy chinese exam tt imma gonna SO totally fail(=_='")
signing off...bb..
- it's me.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
hey everyone(no one)unknowned is back.funny thing.when i posted the last entry,i lost my p/w immediatedly,but now i got it back.but c'mon!lost my p/w IMMEDIATELY after creating this crappy account n posting an entry!?BOY!AM I EVER SO FORGETFUL...arh well hu ares?tts me. cant help it.well today im felling a little bit better then the last time i wrote.but im still feeling down.dunno y.jus a feeling.cant explain.im toking crap.lol.oh btw,did i tell u how bad im at at my languages?i think i hv...but anyways,if i hvnt then let me warn u 1st...arh...ive got NOTHING to write today.plus my mood isnt in the rite place at all.sry.i'll try to write something interesting nxt time...but the nxt time might be quite a long time later.cause im not really a blogger myself.more or a tv addict.lol.let me add on.anime tv addict.(^_~)i LOVE animaX!!! itz the oni thing tt can help me relax.really no kidding...hmm...i seem to hv told u this b4....oh well...
anyways,one of my fav animation is POT!!!prince of tennis.i SO love it.their en2sim(dunno how to spell) has struck me.even though my sch dun hv a tennis club n im in badmintion cca and badminton n tennis is two TOTALLY different thing.badminton uses more of the wrist while tennis uses more of the arm.the oni thing tt they both hv in common id tt the both nid a racket to play tt the player must hv a good staminor(which i sadly do NOT hv....n am the last in badminton[miserable]).
ARHH!!!gtg sry tell u later.
bb
- it's me.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
hi,im known as unknowned...im pratically always all alone.in sch,at hm,n even outside...yesterday was my best day ever.i could cherish it f4ever...b4 my nightmare was born tt is...i celebrated my last day of being a child yesterday and felt a certain difference in how i behaved n thought.i was much more efficent and full of joy,but now...everything changed for the worst.lemme explain...i had many frenz hu treated me well...but always...i fell tt there is a wall in between us.it continued untill this very day.even though i dont c them anymore.i had no close relationship with any1.whether it is with my cousin or my parents.none.even b4 yesterday but yesterday,i felt something.some sort of happiness that i hv nv felt b4.i was really hapi.happier then hving wat u wan always when ever u wan it.i dont know.its weird...my birthday is always in the middle of the exams.right now.im suppose to b studying right now but who cares...
my dad is overseas right now but he'll be bak tmr.i hv always hv a certain hatred towards my dad.but deep inside,i love him.but some how i got in the habbit of hitting him anytime when i fell like it.he doesnt mind.i didnt tell him the reason.he did ask.but nv got his answer.
my mom.shes into arranging flowers n some other stuff...shes the 'sensitive' one...dont ask y.i dont noe.i had a fight with her juz now.she pestered me to revise my chinese but i refused.i hated chinese.itz my weakest subject of all.i was juz bellow average student till last year.but now...i keep failing.fr the start of the year.which was one of my worst nightmares.but not as bad as this recent one.so,as i said,i didnt study chinese so my mom tested me on my geo cause my chinese n geo exam is on the same crappy day.geo was my most interested subject untill recently when we started studying bout the map which was like SO boring.(=_=')
she tested me n tested me until the boring part came...i couldnt ans all the qs. rite so she became like so...proud sort of reaction.and boasted to me.(=_=''')it was SOSOSO DAMN irritation n childish.i couldnt take it.i accidentally said the word 'shut up'n she flipped.she went into super dupper 'concern'(much) mother mote.i hated it every time.normally,i would put up with this but today she was pestering me about the amount of cash i hv saved in my secret drawer.she even tried to open it!(tai guo fen le ba?)but i resisted.then came the 'shut up' part
immagine,u mom or dad came butting in to ur territory(i mean come on!ur older nw.u wanna hv ur own PRIVATE space all to URSELF only.wats wrong with wanting tt???)ok.then.here come the trouble partically everyone hates.she re-treated me like a 3 year old kid hu s got herself throwing a tendrem.(as if!)while thinking it was sort of like a joke,she tickled me n gave tt cheeky kind of tone saying-whyyy?whats wrongg?.then got my geo tb dog-eared.(i didnt noe until i sat up fr my bed)so when i did,i said-see lah,my geo text folded ready...then she lost it.she stood up, went to the door,and said-u think,if i treated u like tt,how will u feel. and went off...i didnt noe y but i suddenly feel so sad n irritated.!,no.not sad about wat i did.but sad because i dont hv any1 close to me now to tok to,to release my 'depression' n express how i feel.so i,instead,i juz did wat i usually do-lie on my bed,cry all i wan,pretend im a lost soul,misplaced n not 'fitted' in this world.
this time it was different.i remembered one of my fren hu cuts her wrist n hates to go hm.i dont blame her.dont ask y.i suddenly though of cutting my wrist.dunno y either.but the pain came terrifying me.then i suddenly though of stbbing a dagger into my heart.n wondered wat would the expression of my mom when she opens the door a see her own flesh n blood lying on the bed dead...and then...the pain struck me.the horror.the horror.lol.im going nuts.bo zoes...lol.crappy lame me.im such a dork.then i cried.cried.i almost wanted to ,like the song 'welcome to my life',blast the stereo n scream my hearts out.now reflecting on wat i juz wrote n told all u readers out there(doubt there even be up to 2),im pitiful aint i?lol.i think im going insane.i though today being my birthday,everything would change 4 the better but no.never.the devil says.(devil not refering to my mom but the real devil himself-satun
mum juz suggested to go out 4 dinner at sizzolers
like my pri sch fren say on his msn name-[life's unfair,get use to it.]haha.lol.lemme add on,[life's unfair n backstabbing,full of troubles n sadness.if u wanna GET something,u must 1st GIVE UP something.exp.u wan HAPPINESS,u must 1st experience SADNESS. get use to this life.its un avoidable.so juz hope 4 the best,try to find tt 'prefect' group of pals tt will last 4ever n support n help u through ur trials.if u hvnt found them yet,keep on looking.there's bound to b at least one tt would be UR perfect buddy]im still trying so dont give up hope.but i think i juz might my found them-3 girls
so u noticed tt we all hv a jap name except silcyn which im not sure if it is one or not,those jap names is fr a japanese animation show(a really old one) called prince of tennis which we all hv watched except silcyn.mine is kukumaru.lol.plus they say tt im really like him.amazing huh?lol.the oni diff is tt they are boys n we r girls...lol.
hey,u notice tt now the most popular kind of shows are korean.interesting huh?im not crazy over any of them korean series but my parents n frenz all are.(im crazy over jap anime)my parents even went to the trouble of finding the songs tt were played in the show.now tezuka(old nick)/momo(new nic) is coming to my hse to watch them korean shows as my parents bought almost ALL the korean series.lol.then one of my frenz fr pri sch till now in the same sec sch as me but diff class,gave ma a soft toy as my birthday present tt says-[sa-ra-neh] which mean(juz in case u dont noe,)i love u in korean.whoa...sort of crazy dont u think?the world is going crazy over korean stuff.lol.i guess im juz a misfit.not into them koreans.haha.
lemme tell u something bout my past,last time,in pri sch,since i think p4,i always carried this red B.U.M. bag till last yr(simple but nice) the i had a red spects,was in the red house(sports),had a red pencil box,and even had a red car!now,as my red bad was and still is too small to put all my bks 4 sch,i had to change to a new bag.now orange.then now i juz recieved an orange wallet, an orange decoration and an orange bag....[how weird is tt!?
[sigh...]i dunno how to make a nice blog...i dunno how to change the background,add music,put links,put buttons,etc...im a begineer...i suck.SOME ONE!!!HELP ME!!!PLEASE!!!
im in need of help...desperately....anyone,pls help me out her will ya?
thanks.
bb gtg cya!
- it's me.